Monday, May 19, 2008

family problems just keep coming.

"WOPE-P-DO"karma says
family problems just keep coming n coming
its not easy to live with ur family
1)big bro=his ok cool an a guitarist
2)big sis=slut...thinks shes always right and i hate my sis so much
3)small sis=a bitch same as my big sis
4)small bro=mama's boy what he wants he'il gets it when his in trouble my mom will blame me

u see its hard to live like this
my mom n dad u ask?
well u'll guest it by ur self
i dont wana talk about it
about me?
.......
i wont say it
wat do i feel when i live with them?
blame
fights
argue
scream
hate
where do i hide
on top of my house
or went somewhere with my driver
n if i cant stay outside with my cats

familys....uhmmph
u just dont undersrtand
who do i trust in my house
my dad
my mom
big bro
big sis(dream on)
small bro n sis(not gona happen)
i'll just say no one
not even me

holidays is coming well they wont see me
i'll stay at my hostel
just alone
alone is better being with them
correct??

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story of the day
midnight
2am
my bro knok
the door
i woke up
my bro ask
wheres the laptop?
i look outside it wasnt there
i was speechless
n think
i said to my bro
its at mom
my bro ask why isit at her?
i said she used it
my bro like owh..
so i went back to sleep
my bro went down to his room

in the morning my mom bang my door
i woke up with my anger
and open the door
i went to sleep again for another 10mins
when i woke i again i took a shower
my bro was still asleep
im getting angrier
when i looked at him he woke up and took a shower right away

i went down n i feel the cold
i search for my shirt n pants
when i found it my mom looked at me like she wana slap me
so i look at her with my anger
i waited for her moved
but she didnt

so i went to school
school was ok

after school
me Akid,jaryll,fakrul,paulson,paulsons friend,philip and j's cuzen
when went to the market
eat
we talk fool around till we went home

so i walk to my car
my bro was there n my driver now waiting for my sis
we went inside the school
searching for cuz its raining
we saw her she went in
so we drove back home
in the middle of the street
my bro ask im hungry
"nasi katok ehh"
i said ok but i dont have money
ask my bro can u buy for me?
he said no
i was pissed of
so i gave him a bit of my speech
i said"karet baie.....how many times i buy u food with my money uhhh!?"
he was speechless
they went out when we reach at nasi katok
i didnt went out
so my driver bought one ask me dont u wana eat
i said no
so my driver didnt ate he just brought it home
we waited for them
i took a walk

after that their done we went back home....
i search my laptop
i open my moms room n its locked
i was pissed off
i took a credit card that was used
i tried more then 3 times
n it open then my big sis ask me wat r u doin?
i said im taking may laptop got anyproblems?
she keep on judging me
she look like a whore

i hate her
most of the time
i dont care anymore
so this is the end of the line

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