Thursday, May 22, 2008

question.......

A stick cost 2dollar above...........
and it will make ur life shotter
okay think...
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the answer is a "smoke".......

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

I no superman.. the last concert

well this is it this saturday
"uhmm..."
how can i go on with my crew
the last concert and the last album and were done
after that we'll split up
faizul=goin to london for his studies
bazil=????????
fiz=goin back to australia
sally=going back to kl

well me?
lets just say if the contract is still on
the band name is still fightfly
if its not
well
"the flashback"
its hard to search people to know how to play instruments
lets just say
i need a guitarist
bass guitarist
singger
and
lead guitarist

we'll just see
what will happen on saturday

Monday, May 19, 2008

family problems just keep coming.

"WOPE-P-DO"karma says
family problems just keep coming n coming
its not easy to live with ur family
1)big bro=his ok cool an a guitarist
2)big sis=slut...thinks shes always right and i hate my sis so much
3)small sis=a bitch same as my big sis
4)small bro=mama's boy what he wants he'il gets it when his in trouble my mom will blame me

u see its hard to live like this
my mom n dad u ask?
well u'll guest it by ur self
i dont wana talk about it
about me?
.......
i wont say it
wat do i feel when i live with them?
blame
fights
argue
scream
hate
where do i hide
on top of my house
or went somewhere with my driver
n if i cant stay outside with my cats

familys....uhmmph
u just dont undersrtand
who do i trust in my house
my dad
my mom
big bro
big sis(dream on)
small bro n sis(not gona happen)
i'll just say no one
not even me

holidays is coming well they wont see me
i'll stay at my hostel
just alone
alone is better being with them
correct??

....................................................................................................................................................
story of the day
midnight
2am
my bro knok
the door
i woke up
my bro ask
wheres the laptop?
i look outside it wasnt there
i was speechless
n think
i said to my bro
its at mom
my bro ask why isit at her?
i said she used it
my bro like owh..
so i went back to sleep
my bro went down to his room

in the morning my mom bang my door
i woke up with my anger
and open the door
i went to sleep again for another 10mins
when i woke i again i took a shower
my bro was still asleep
im getting angrier
when i looked at him he woke up and took a shower right away

i went down n i feel the cold
i search for my shirt n pants
when i found it my mom looked at me like she wana slap me
so i look at her with my anger
i waited for her moved
but she didnt

so i went to school
school was ok

after school
me Akid,jaryll,fakrul,paulson,paulsons friend,philip and j's cuzen
when went to the market
eat
we talk fool around till we went home

so i walk to my car
my bro was there n my driver now waiting for my sis
we went inside the school
searching for cuz its raining
we saw her she went in
so we drove back home
in the middle of the street
my bro ask im hungry
"nasi katok ehh"
i said ok but i dont have money
ask my bro can u buy for me?
he said no
i was pissed of
so i gave him a bit of my speech
i said"karet baie.....how many times i buy u food with my money uhhh!?"
he was speechless
they went out when we reach at nasi katok
i didnt went out
so my driver bought one ask me dont u wana eat
i said no
so my driver didnt ate he just brought it home
we waited for them
i took a walk

after that their done we went back home....
i search my laptop
i open my moms room n its locked
i was pissed off
i took a credit card that was used
i tried more then 3 times
n it open then my big sis ask me wat r u doin?
i said im taking may laptop got anyproblems?
she keep on judging me
she look like a whore

i hate her
most of the time
i dont care anymore
so this is the end of the line

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

fi i love u but u wouldnt understand......i feel my pain

i love her then anything or anyone i love her with my heart
but she wouldnt understand


fm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

thanks for the teddy(:

17:59:28sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

and oh, can you do me a favor?

17:59:36I say:

ur welcome

17:59:37I say:

sure

18:00:53sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

can we pretend not to be boyfriend and girlfriend? just for the mid-yeaar..

18:01:24sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

cause i wanna' focus on my studys

18:01:39I say:

sure i noe wat u mean

18:02:23sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

thank you yad(:

18:02:38I say:

k

18:04:44sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

(:

18:07:38I say:

=

18:07:43I say:

=)*

18:07:56sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

haha

18:12:56I say:

so wats up?

18:14:05sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

nothing much

18:14:13sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

saap?

18:14:24I say:

same here

18:16:55sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

owh

18:17:07sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

why are you in danger

18:18:08sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

?

18:18:19I say:

its just a title song of mine

18:18:39sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

owh

18:19:18I say:

do u really love me......?

18:19:30I say:

i just need to noe dat

18:23:03sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

yes

18:23:11sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

why?

18:24:25I say:

some one in f4 not waie told me that u like someone else

18:29:10I say:

its hizri right'....

18:29:53sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

who told you?

18:30:14I say:

i remeber that u wanted to choose me amin n hizri

18:30:22I say:

lot ppl told me inf4

18:32:11sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

i just wanna know who?

18:32:43I say:

i heard the news from them

18:33:24I say:

and waie told me u broke up with him cuz u like other guy which means hizri

18:33:39I say:

i just want to noe fi do u love me

18:34:27I say:

i just dont want to end up like lastime

18:34:43I say:

try killing myself

18:37:18sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

who told you?

18:37:18sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

i mean s4 guy?

18:37:18sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

nazmi?

18:37:28sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

rasyeed?

18:40:40sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

please tell me

18:42:07I say:

waie did

18:42:58I say:

he said u should make her happy n try 2 let her forget bout hizri or the relationship

18:43:07I say:

will be over like him

18:43:14I say:

him(waie)

18:45:50I say:

i still love u

19:00:31I say:

fi pleas tell me do u really love me?

19:02:31sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

yes

19:02:34sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

i do

19:02:36sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

okay?

19:06:01sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

well i dont know

19:06:32sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

just dont think about it

19:06:33sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

just focus on the midyear exam

19:06:35sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

pleaasee

19:09:49sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

aiyad. please answer me

19:11:05I say:

i just dont want to end up just because of him.........and all stupid things i love u fi just understand that i love u with my heart

19:12:38sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

okay

19:12:54sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

i'm try to forget about him


i love u fifah....


Tuesday, May 6, 2008

hopes will die dream will last


hope..
hope is nothing. its just a word.. what could it possibly make u happy if i said "hey hope you win the match" after that u loss hope never happen if that happens anyways maybe ur just lucky or something..
why i dont believe i've hope you ask yourself.. heres the answer
what i want its not there what that holds in my heart will never come out. maybe im the one who didnt believe in hope cause it never happens. keep on believing in hope its not a problem maybe some of u guys may get it.

dreams...
its just a dream with ur imaginations and fantasy.. seems to me dreams can make u happy
but soon it will last .all the nightmare you'v been through . its all gone u wake up in the morning and u feel anger cause something bad happened.

dreams what yu could be in the futuredreams...what i wanted to be when i grown up.to be the best drummer . looking for a perfect job for meim already 15 and my studies suck. what about my drums and me? its getting worst... just feel likeits not going to happen.. but i gave up on it. im a quiter.

what im trying to say is.. hopes will die dreams will last.


Saturday, May 3, 2008

you i still love

always feel sad always feel numb i got no freedom i got no wings
i cant fly i cant swim
i got no fin to swim... i got nothing to breath too
always feel lonely always look normal
dont look emo cuz u wont get a chance 2 meet a beautiful person u ever met
i noe how u feel i noe wat u thinking
u think i love some else rather then u for now
i have no love.......meaning i have no heart
i only have a symbol of love
inside theres no blood or someone feelings
theres only a letter saying i love
if i have 2 lifes i would jump and die for you just to let u noe how i feel inside of me
i want to noe
i want to feel
i want to fly
i want to swim
i want to love

i dont noe anything
i dont feel pain outside of me
i dont fly cuz i dont have a wing
i dont noe how to swim cause i dont feel liking it
i dont have love because i only want u

feel depress feel Emo....
looking at the outside im happy looking at the inside im not
i dont want to be depress all the time i dont want to be EMo...and thats not going to happen

"fly as i can just to touch my freindly star"


Thursday, May 1, 2008

thanx friends.......






thanx for giving me a present far and pat and all of my friends and thnax for giving me comment about my B'day at my fs......and far sorry i havent ate ur chocolate and u 2 pat very sorry
thanx u alll

btw do i look emo???????
PS:pat thanx for da b'day card i will keep it with my life =)