when my day stood still.

OHHH LIFE

2009-05-16T10:15:00.000-07:00

Oh life how i change

yeah i do change life really does change

what am i now u ask?

well im 16

feeling crappy but i do must enjoy life

wat comes around comes around eyyy

dooo dig ur nose it u have something in it =D

status= single

idont mind hahaha

life is full of something u have to discover ur self

well i did =D

holidays

2008-10-01T15:12:00.000-07:00

well im back blogging again
its been awhile i got time to blog
but i dont want to

so holidays
i went out alot
just keep doing same old shit
went to the mall
walk here walk there
went up went down
open fasting at the restaurant
wats new?
nothing
well sinces today is raya
i feel kinda alone
i just feel not active as wat i do with my friends

anyways im kinda liking this song
its not a song actually its a theme song
its "28 weeks later"from a movie
its a zombie movie from london i think u've heard it

it has this feeling if u heard it like when u heard it u feel kinda emotional

i like this 1 the most

feel lonely

2008-06-23T12:33:00.000-07:00

i look at the sea at serasa when i was fisihng
i was alone nad my driver was so damn tired
cuz driving
-.-"
i told him already let me drive
he was like
"wtf"
driver:Noooo.....
me:damn ur no fun
driver like
....
i was jk
so i was sitting and fishing alone
i kept thinking wat did i did wrong
why they used me
is that wat u call a friend
damn i was speechless
i missd my best friends
adele
amy
and
nica
looking at the sea with a wide view
in minutes
one fish hooked at my fishing rod
i was like wth?
so i grab the fishing rod
and
fought the fish
lol i lost
i was like FUCKED!!!!!!!!!
so after i went fishing i went back home and change my cloth
i got an apointment
i went to hospital
i waited
take an x-ray
the doc said
its spreading slowly
i was speechless
so the doc gave me a paper to take the pills
so i took it
after i took the pills
i went to the mall
take my mood up
i went there i was with my team
and that didnt even made my mood up
after that i went home
when i was in the car
i think
and i know i think alot
its just
my life
is it
ruin?
maybe yeah
....................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
aiyad

new video shuffle

2008-06-19T07:04:00.000-07:00

so tired!!!!

sport's day shuffle meet up

2008-06-12T01:15:00.000-07:00

hahaha we didnt shuffle seriosly hahahahahahaa "slap"

sport's day

2008-06-12T01:10:00.000-07:00

sport day
sport day was fun
i was there just for awhile
my friends bring me to shuffle so i did n they video me lol
after we shuffle we went to the toilet and andy have a box of fire works i ask him to light up and throw it on a toilet bowl
andy was scared he didnt dare so i did it
i light it up and threw it a the bowl we didnt ran philbert was video clipin
in seconds BOOM! with an eco.....lol
we ran and we went outside we pretend we didnt know anything hahahhaha
i ran away to my car and went back home lols
hahahahahaah well
that it

lalalalla ~

2008-06-11T23:14:00.000-07:00

AYAD =)

it doesnt really look emo now, does it? heee =D have fun with life. but dont take it for granted - dont keep thinkin bout that mother fucking slut. just move on, dont make the same mistakes. okays! =) all the best.

lovelove ;
adele.

walk , bus, mall & taxi!! =pp

2008-06-08T10:35:00.000-07:00

lol that day was fun .....really fun after school adele n amy bringing me to adele's house
its that far from school its just behind the school when we arrive 2 adele's hostel theres a big dog and it staring at me i was like what the hell r u looking at but i was afraid lols so we went to her house i was like lol cuz her house was like peaceful i thought she had a baby sister lols adele ask her maid to cook some noodles for us but at that time i didnt noe she was asking her maind 2 cook i sit at her bad and saw something on the wall n i think its blood or paint

it was like emo lols and adele is not emo lols so we sit and drink and the juice was like sour ??? it taste bad lol i cant get use 2 it sorry adele =) when the noddles arrive i look at it and i feel im alread full so i force myself to eat it
when we were eat amy and adele keep on giggling lols and after that amy cant eat proply amy eat like a baby she look so cute lols after we ate we change our clothes and adele's mom send us to yayasan adele and amy search green shirt for the wat day think i dont care lol it took half and hour and we saw this nerd guy keep on digging his nose we laugh out loud hahahahahahaha after we went to yayasan we went to the mall and i saw chun, paulson, garay(GAYray) and their friendsthey keep on disturbing me amy and adele told me to run so we run but till they stop fallowing us

i felt thirsty so adele ,amy n me went to west street adele order for cause i dont want to waste her money
so adele order 1 garlic bread for me n 1 for them both i not that hungry im only thirsty i theres 8 piece of them in one platei ate four n the rest i gave to adele n amyso i drank my water and after that i took adele and amy picture
one of the pitcure of adele look like an old women hahahahahahahhaha! =p

after we went west street we walk around the mall we were tired
and we call for a cab we waited like half an hour or 15 min?
when the cab arrive the driver was nice 2 us we suppose 2 pay $10 but he just ask us to pay him$7
so when we arrive at school we went back adele's home n
we were damn tired
so at 5.30 me n adele went home

YourGuy,
Ayad.

adele,amy and nica

2008-06-08T10:09:00.000-07:00

my friends
no
my best friend that i could never left them behind
i love them
i care about them
i take care of them
n i will always be with them
like they did it to me

when i dont see them just one day i feel like i havent seen them forever
they just like a family to me
i miss them
i love them
i feel lonely without them
i feel depress with out them
i feel bored without them
and
i miss them alot

they made laugh
they made me smile
they made me happy
and
they made me...
love them =)
as i write this some of u think im gay cause all my best friend are girls
well im not
so this is the end of the post

i think iam goin to boston

2008-06-01T12:47:00.000-07:00

Boston - Augustana

i cant sleep

2008-06-01T12:34:00.000-07:00

its 3.33
i woke up and had a bad dream
let me share my dreams with u
i was at school
it was first thing in the morning
i walk 2 fi class
and saw her with another guy
i was pissed off
i walk upstairs to the top floor of my school
and i jump
when i landed
i woke up strait away

when i woke up i open the tv and my laptop
after that i was getting bored
i went outside n lay down
i think and think
what should i say 2 her
i noe she was gona dump me
but i have 2 say a good words 2 her
since i cant think that much
i brought my ipod
and listen
my tears fall
i feel emo but im not
people kept on playing with my feelings
first they want 2 be with me
then the next day they dump me
i just dont understand
i feel sick and worst
lots of my friends cheer me up but i cant
moved on? i tried but i cant
i smoke??
not my option i dont smoke
i drink??
i dont im muslim
what can i do to make myself happy again
what should i doo
give me some advice

question.......

2008-05-22T10:58:00.000-07:00

A stick cost 2dollar above...........
and it will make ur life shotter
okay think...
the answer is below
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the answer is a "smoke".......

I no superman.. the last concert

2008-05-21T03:35:00.000-07:00

well this is it this saturday
"uhmm..."
how can i go on with my crew
the last concert and the last album and were done
after that we'll split up
faizul=goin to london for his studies
bazil=????????
fiz=goin back to australia
sally=going back to kl

well me?
lets just say if the contract is still on
the band name is still fightfly
if its not
well
"the flashback"
its hard to search people to know how to play instruments
lets just say
i need a guitarist
bass guitarist
singger
and
lead guitarist

we'll just see
what will happen on saturday

family problems just keep coming.

2008-05-19T21:39:00.000-07:00

"WOPE-P-DO"karma says
family problems just keep coming n coming
its not easy to live with ur family
1)big bro=his ok cool an a guitarist
2)big sis=slut...thinks shes always right and i hate my sis so much
3)small sis=a bitch same as my big sis
4)small bro=mama's boy what he wants he'il gets it when his in trouble my mom will blame me

u see its hard to live like this
my mom n dad u ask?
well u'll guest it by ur self
i dont wana talk about it
about me?
.......
i wont say it
wat do i feel when i live with them?
blame
fights
argue
scream
hate
where do i hide
on top of my house
or went somewhere with my driver
n if i cant stay outside with my cats

familys....uhmmph
u just dont undersrtand
who do i trust in my house
my dad
my mom
big bro
big sis(dream on)
small bro n sis(not gona happen)
i'll just say no one
not even me

holidays is coming well they wont see me
i'll stay at my hostel
just alone
alone is better being with them
correct??

....................................................................................................................................................
story of the day
midnight
2am
my bro knok
the door
i woke up
my bro ask
wheres the laptop?
i look outside it wasnt there
i was speechless
n think
i said to my bro
its at mom
my bro ask why isit at her?
i said she used it
my bro like owh..
so i went back to sleep
my bro went down to his room

in the morning my mom bang my door
i woke up with my anger
and open the door
i went to sleep again for another 10mins
when i woke i again i took a shower
my bro was still asleep
im getting angrier
when i looked at him he woke up and took a shower right away

i went down n i feel the cold
i search for my shirt n pants
when i found it my mom looked at me like she wana slap me
so i look at her with my anger
i waited for her moved
but she didnt

so i went to school
school was ok

after school
me Akid,jaryll,fakrul,paulson,paulsons friend,philip and j's cuzen
when went to the market
eat
we talk fool around till we went home

so i walk to my car
my bro was there n my driver now waiting for my sis
we went inside the school
searching for cuz its raining
we saw her she went in
so we drove back home
in the middle of the street
my bro ask im hungry
"nasi katok ehh"
i said ok but i dont have money
ask my bro can u buy for me?
he said no
i was pissed of
so i gave him a bit of my speech
i said"karet baie.....how many times i buy u food with my money uhhh!?"
he was speechless
they went out when we reach at nasi katok
i didnt went out
so my driver bought one ask me dont u wana eat
i said no
so my driver didnt ate he just brought it home
we waited for them
i took a walk

after that their done we went back home....
i search my laptop
i open my moms room n its locked
i was pissed off
i took a credit card that was used
i tried more then 3 times
n it open then my big sis ask me wat r u doin?
i said im taking may laptop got anyproblems?
she keep on judging me
she look like a whore

i hate her
most of the time
i dont care anymore
so this is the end of the line

fi i love u but u wouldnt understand......i feel my pain

2008-05-13T08:23:00.000-07:00

i love her then anything or anyone i love her with my heart
but she wouldnt understand

fm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

thanks for the teddy(:

17:59:28sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

and oh, can you do me a favor?

17:59:36I say:

ur welcome

17:59:37I say:

sure

18:00:53sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

can we pretend not to be boyfriend and girlfriend? just for the mid-yeaar..

18:01:24sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

cause i wanna' focus on my studys

18:01:39I say:

sure i noe wat u mean

18:02:23sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

thank you yad(:

18:02:38I say:

18:04:44sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

18:07:38I say:

18:07:43I say:

=)*

18:07:56sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

haha

18:12:56I say:

so wats up?

18:14:05sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

nothing much

18:14:13sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

saap?

18:14:24I say:

same here

18:16:55sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

owh

18:17:07sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

why are you in danger

18:18:08sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

18:18:19I say:

its just a title song of mine

18:18:39sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

owh

18:19:18I say:

do u really love me......?

18:19:30I say:

i just need to noe dat

18:23:03sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

yes

18:23:11sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

why?

18:24:25I say:

some one in f4 not waie told me that u like someone else

18:29:10I say:

its hizri right'....

18:29:53sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

who told you?

18:30:14I say:

i remeber that u wanted to choose me amin n hizri

18:30:22I say:

lot ppl told me inf4

18:32:11sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

i just wanna know who?

18:32:43I say:

i heard the news from them

18:33:24I say:

and waie told me u broke up with him cuz u like other guy which means hizri

18:33:39I say:

i just want to noe fi do u love me

18:34:27I say:

i just dont want to end up like lastime

18:34:43I say:

try killing myself

18:37:18sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

who told you?

18:37:18sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

i mean s4 guy?

18:37:18sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

nazmi?

18:37:28sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

rasyeed?

18:40:40sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

please tell me

18:42:07I say:

waie did

18:42:58I say:

he said u should make her happy n try 2 let her forget bout hizri or the relationship

18:43:07I say:

will be over like him

18:43:14I say:

him(waie)

18:45:50I say:

i still love u

19:00:31I say:

fi pleas tell me do u really love me?

19:02:31sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

yes

19:02:34sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

i do

19:02:36sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

okay?

19:06:01sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

well i dont know

19:06:32sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

just dont think about it

19:06:33sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

just focus on the midyear exam

19:06:35sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

pleaasee

19:09:49sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

aiyad. please answer me

19:11:05I say:

i just dont want to end up just because of him.........and all stupid things i love u fi just understand that i love u with my heart

19:12:38sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

okay

19:12:54sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says:

i'm try to forget about him

i love u fifah....

hopes will die dream will last

2008-05-06T00:00:00.000-07:00

you i still love

2008-05-03T05:39:00.000-07:00

always feel sad always feel numb i got no freedom i got no wings
i cant fly i cant swim
i got no fin to swim... i got nothing to breath too
always feel lonely always look normal
dont look emo cuz u wont get a chance 2 meet a beautiful person u ever met
i noe how u feel i noe wat u thinking
u think i love some else rather then u for now
i have no love.......meaning i have no heart
i only have a symbol of love
inside theres no blood or someone feelings
theres only a letter saying i love
if i have 2 lifes i would jump and die for you just to let u noe how i feel inside of me
i want to noe
i want to feel
i want to fly
i want to swim
i want to love

i dont noe anything
i dont feel pain outside of me
i dont fly cuz i dont have a wing
i dont noe how to swim cause i dont feel liking it
i dont have love because i only want u

feel depress feel Emo....
looking at the outside im happy looking at the inside im not
i dont want to be depress all the time i dont want to be EMo...and thats not going to happen

"fly as i can just to touch my freindly star"

thanx friends.......

2008-05-01T06:41:00.001-07:00

thanx for giving me a present far and pat and all of my friends and thnax for giving me comment about my B'day at my fs......and far sorry i havent ate ur chocolate and u 2 pat very sorry
thanx u alll

btw do i look emo???????
PS:pat thanx for da b'day card i will keep it with my life =)

karma? gone???

2008-04-29T06:47:00.000-07:00

say good bye karma.......
it ends at 8.00
my mum n dad just remember my birthday is today so......my mum say's happy birthday...she told me she forget about it and i was just...."OWH''........my dad was just quite and just say"ur bithdayis today?" i just move my head......i didnt felt happy bout dad.....so then i remember that my friends wana bring me to go mall to watch movie.....so i ask my dad for a money......i told him "dad can u gave me some money for my birthday?" he was speechless he always do that so i was upset again and turn around.......then my dad answer i give u when i got lot of money.....i was just like..i didnt answer back....so my bigsis bringing me to eat somewhere and i ask again from my day so he gave 20 for my sis and i ask my self he said he didnt have money......after i took the money i was more upset...so we ate some where with my sis....nothing happen there....so after we ate we went home i look at my fs adn i got alot of comment n wtf its all bout my B'day...i was happy.....
so thats the end of my karma........8.00pm.......im glad

well all i have 2 do now is sit and watch the stars

2008-04-29T03:44:00.000-07:00

fall as i go....moving and moving my life without u i feel the pain about it stab my heart as u go.....bleed will not be there a note will be and said i love u to u sorry u cant cheer me up because my sad its not all about u its about my family too.. hate me as they go...i dont mind getting hurt from the outside its from the inside i care.. stab me if u can kick me as hard as u can because i dont mind..we can cure that...but inside u cant.. a cake was not there for a birthday boy...a present was not there,...........for a birthday boy family means care family's means love family means doing it together and family is about caring each other... so my birthday means nothing to u...and to my family...its just a peace of trash........... so wat u can do? all i can do..is now is to kill my self...or i wont be happy no more.....

hopeless because of u

2008-04-28T05:53:00.000-07:00

i cry n i cry feel the burn feel the flash cuz i wont stop thinking of u how do i grt u out of my head???
kill myself?
if thats not the answer then what??
im already in pain.....
u cant fix it
u took my heart

i do want freedom happybirth day to me.....='l

2008-04-28T05:07:00.001-07:00

i want freedom......

Call it karma(28/4/08)

2008-04-28T02:42:00.000-07:00

u call it faith,,i call it karma

seems like my family didnt care about my birthday.....
its in 29/4 even tho some of my friends remember my birthday is coming.
when the day before my birthday i dont feel like going to school but my parents force me to
wat can i do???
when i was in my dad's car my dad was driving...he look upset..i knew something bad is gona happen when he was driving he told me everthing about myself how stupid am i and he told me i have to improve to my studies....thats all he talk about my studies what about my life, my pain i felt depress and sadness...i didnt want to hear my dad's advice....so i was thinking and dreaming about something else i think about the girl that i miss,my life,my pain and my birthday
hows is it gona be?

when we arive at school i fell sadness and pain i was walking to my class and saw adele i said "hey"and wave and she did the same thing to me i couldnt stop looking at her because i keep asking myself how lucky am i having a best friend like that she help me alot with my problem
my life and so on......we got alot in comment

when i was in my class room i keep feeling lonely and pain. i think and think alot till i didnt listen wats teacher teach about filling up my sadness when i saw the girlt that i like,miss her again so much............we went to the bio lab to do some materiali felt bored,tired,upset and pain because of her when the lesson started i feel more and more bored n upset i was the group leader in the lab when the teacher called me to pick up some materials my body feels like a rock i feel weak...

after school i went to see someone in the other class and some one told me that they talk shit bout me im getting pissed off......so nobody really cares bout my life maybe i should die
thats more easy......

allah...damnit lol

2008-04-27T11:20:00.000-07:00

silence!!!!......i kill u...

FIGHTSTAR!!!!!!

2008-04-27T11:11:00.000-07:00

to adele

2008-04-27T06:12:00.001-07:00

adele i thank you
for helping me n my life
but i still feel my sadness n hopeless
but about u
ur a true friend i can trust u
if anything happens 2 u i cant forgive myself
lets hope our friendship will lastforever =)

YourGuy,
Ayad.

it has to stop

2008-04-27T05:43:00.000-07:00

it has to stop
i cant stop thinking of u
i feel lonely cuz of u
i feel stupid cuz of u
i feel loveless cuz of u
i feel u love cuz i thought ur my type
my heart feel like its been stab
i feel my heart shouting ur name
if i got no more hopes for my self
i got nomore future for myself
i cant moved on cuz of u
i feel depression
like i always said about my self hopes will last dreams will die
this is how im gona be in along life with out my heart
i feel my burn i feel my pain inside ofme cuz of u that i love u
but u just trew it away
my friends help me to cheer up
but i cant i feel stupid i feel an idiot
when im making my own lyric i just feel about u
so i cant make new ones
i try make my new beats of drums all i could think is the old 1s
i feel stupid

keep on loving her

2008-04-25T10:49:00.000-07:00

feeling lonely,feeling sadness,feeling heart broken,feeling Emo,feeling stress....is all i can do right now at home....... ...when i saw u around somewhere with another guy makes me feel like an idiot loving u cuz u didnt accept that......i try to impress u but u were not there i try to make u laugh but u were somewhere else i try to make u happy but your with someone else i try to make u love me but ur mind is thinking another guy....i can only feel my self as being.....
stupid
sad
nothing
useless
and
im a nobody
all i can say is if i stand at the stage with the microphone,my drumstick and my drum is to say i will always sing to you always....
tho..giving u a chocolate.......will never think of me u'll just eat it without thinking why i gave u that chocolate for.......
if ur asking ur self why....thats because...i love u
even tho ur taken or liking someone else
No matter what i will always take care of u
and love u always..

i wish u could understand how i feel.....
theres nothing that can cure me but only u
you toke my heart.....
n i wana take yours,i hold it,love it,take care of it
but u gave someone else
but can you give me back mine
no cause u throw it away into the trash
your holding another heart and that is the one u love but not me
is the person that u love holding your heart to?
i hope so....
i feel my pain i feel my sadness
i dont mind getting hurt at the inside
but i do mind when im hurt inside
when im alone and thinking about u in the morning i look at the sky and think will u love me
when im alone at night i look at the star and ask my self why im not urs?
i watch the clock and hear my heartbeat after that im making a new drum beat,,,,just for you....
i kept singing to myself about you...but you were not there....
when i walk alone i feel my lonelyness it feels like ur walking in the desert by yourself
i shout out load
and say "why me?"
why me that u all cant love me care bout me?
this is the dead end for now
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the girl that i like n love

2008-04-22T04:26:00.000-07:00

"january-february "
damn she's pretty
from the first year of school i saw her looking with my own eyes feeling happy saying i love her n she can love me back
well u thought that will happen but it never did
"march"
when the day i told her i love her n she was spcchless n changing the subject i was sad..
i felt saderr and saderr
i felt like im an"EMO"
but im not thank god each day i keep asking my self why did i tell her
keeping calling my self stupid
"april"
giving her much spaces didnt work its getting worst
i look at her friendster profile one of her comment from her friend say's dat"a---- suka....."
i was curios so i look at here friends porfile
and she said "aku suka....the guy have who put a hand on his pic"
so i look again at the guy that she likes
i was pissed off felt my sadness

"April when jublee rehasel"
after school i saw her with her beautiful dress i was shock because she was looking pretty and cute
that night i went online on my email waiting 4 her after a sec she went online
she type hye to me so i replay back
so we talks alots of things bout wat happen just now
after we both were specchless
i said to her with my happiness
"u look beautifull just now'
i waited her replay after a sec she went offline
i said wat????
she wat?
god
why?
then she went online again she never replay back
i guess she didnt get the word i was sad
sad as i walk outside of my house an lay down looking at the stars feeling lonelyness n sad
i keep talking 2 my self why this must happen
why she didnt like
cause
im dum
im an idoit?
after i ask that i felt dum and my tears are falling(not that much)
i just.....felt lonely
if i lose her im long gone
i will lose my
happyness
love
care
and
my love to hers
i just felt stupid

"22/april/2008"
when i was online my email she started to talking to me
about my Bday is comming next week
the first chat she says
i was trying to ignore it because maybe that could work to forget bout her
she keep asking me the same question 2 times again
so i cant just sit and looking at my n hers conversation
so i type n told her my Bday
n sadly i keep thinking about her
i just wish she understand how much i love her n care bout her
seen that wouldnt happen
i cant let anything happen to her
cause i love u(her)

a fat bitch in ugama thinks i or some guys like her

2008-04-22T04:16:00.000-07:00

a bitch in ugama school thinks i like her....wat!!??? fuck off man hell no i dont like her not even one bit.....if ur morning school guys "likes" who cares!!!!
u dont have to open ur big fucking mouth to open it "to show off" that every single guys likes u as if......dream on bitch!!
n wat the fuck was dat for saying that i like u!!???
i never like her dont trust a fat bitch like her

by the way fat bitch
"DREAM ON!!!!"

the best show of my life

2007-09-21T08:06:00.000-07:00

the best show of my life was transformers the movie i've waited for 3 years and they came out good time
i watch it for 3 time with my friends at the movie theater and still i wanted to watch it again but the game was not that good.....some people only interested in the movie but i interested alot of them......... in our country the movie came out early when the first day i was buying the tickets there 5 sits left damn.....good thing i just bring 3 of my friends......the graphic was almost a real huge moving robots i was happy bout it.....

wats is the real meaning of love any way

2007-09-21T07:28:00.000-07:00

i was in a relationship 3or 4 times already.....and last time i just don't understand wats the meaning of love...but now i know wats the meaning of it ...ok love for a teenager is a game but some of them didnt think that way n alot of them think its a game...for an adult love means make a new life.....mostly people said love is something that is the most beautiful thing u ever seen.....try to understand that sometimes love can change your life....love is just like heaven but when you broke up with them its just like hell.
if u love them love them if u broke their hearts something bad will come
n if u cant stay with him tell a good reason why.......
dont be a brokenheart for no reason if ur still a teen
As you grow up, you will learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it’s harder every time. You’ll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You’ll fight with your best friend. You’ll blame a new love for things an old one did. You’ll cry because time is passing too fast, and you’ll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you’ve never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you’ll never get back. Don’t be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.