tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-82905941013472732482024-03-20T23:34:13.945-07:00when my day stood still.impossible to hold stillAyadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14097665996477262956noreply@blogger.comBlogger32125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8290594101347273248.post-69657709353015109292009-05-16T10:15:00.000-07:002009-05-16T10:51:46.315-07:00OHHH LIFEOh life how i change <div>yeah i do change life really does change </div><div>what am i now u ask?</div><div>well im 16</div><div>feeling crappy but i do must enjoy life</div><div>wat comes around comes around eyyy</div><div>dooo dig ur nose it u have something in it =D</div><div>status= single</div><div>idont mind hahaha</div><div>life is full of something u have to discover ur self</div><div>well i did =D</div>Ayadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14097665996477262956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8290594101347273248.post-76168475514432627092008-10-01T15:12:00.000-07:002008-10-01T15:28:10.694-07:00holidays<span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">well im back blogging again<br />its been awhile i got time to blog<br />but i dont want to<br /><br />so holidays<br />i went out alot<br />just keep doing same old shit<br />went to the mall<br />walk here walk there<br />went up went down<br />open fasting at the restaurant<br />wats new?<br />nothing<br />well sinces today is raya<br />i feel kinda alone<br />i just feel not active as wat i do with my friends<br /><br />anyways im kinda liking this song<br />its not a song actually its a theme song<br />its "28 weeks later"from a movie<br />its a zombie movie from london i think u've heard it<br /><br /><br />it has this feeling if u heard it like when u heard it u feel kinda emotional<br /><br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/I8bEQV72LH0&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param 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style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"><span style="font-size:78%;">i look at the sea at serasa when i was fisihng<br />i was alone nad my driver was so damn tired<br />cuz driving<br />-.-"<br />i told him already let me drive<br />he was like<br />"wtf"<br />driver:Noooo.....<br />me:damn ur no fun<br />driver like<br />....<br />i was jk<br />so i was sitting and fishing alone<br />i kept thinking wat did i did wrong<br />why they used me<br />is that wat u call a friend<br />damn i was speechless<br />i missd my best friends<br />adele<br />amy<br />and<br />nica<br />looking at the sea with a wide view<br />in minutes<br />one fish hooked at my fishing rod<br />i was like wth?<br />so i grab the fishing rod<br />and<br />fought the fish<br />lol i lost<br />i was like FUCKED!!!!!!!!!<br />so after i went fishing i went back home and change my cloth<br />i got an apointment<br />i went to hospital<br />i waited<br />take an x-ray<br />the doc said<br />its spreading slowly<br />i was speechless<br />so the doc gave me a paper to take the pills<br />so i took it<br />after i took the pills<br />i went to the mall<br />take my mood up<br />i went there i was with my team<br />and that didnt even made my mood up<br />after that i went home<br />when i was in the car<br />i think<br />and i know i think alot<br />its just<br />my life<br />is it<br />ruin?<br />maybe yeah<br />....................................................................................................................................................................................................................................<br /> aiyad<br /></span></span></span></span></span></div>Ayadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14097665996477262956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8290594101347273248.post-15345408260310837242008-06-19T07:04:00.000-07:002008-06-19T07:07:12.714-07:00new video shuffleso tired!!!!<br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Z1-3Q1zrRog&hl=en"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Z1-3Q1zrRog&hl=en" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>Ayadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14097665996477262956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8290594101347273248.post-9961803996375347862008-06-12T01:15:00.000-07:002008-06-12T01:17:21.562-07:00sport's day shuffle meet up<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/-mFT6FtYcT0&hl=en"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/-mFT6FtYcT0&hl=en" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />hahaha we didnt shuffle seriosly hahahahahahaa "slap"Ayadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14097665996477262956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8290594101347273248.post-6823938281911969902008-06-12T01:10:00.000-07:002008-06-12T01:15:24.590-07:00sport's day<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">sport day<br />sport day was fun<br />i was there just for awhile<br />my friends bring me to shuffle so i did n they video me lol<br />after we shuffle we went to the toilet and andy have a box of fire works i ask him to light up and throw it on a toilet bowl<br />andy was scared he didnt dare so i did it<br />i light it up and threw it a the bowl we didnt ran philbert was video clipin<br />in seconds BOOM! with an eco.....lol<br />we ran and we went outside we pretend we didnt know anything hahahhaha<br />i ran away to my car and went back home lols<br />hahahahahaah well<br />that it<br /></span></span></span></span></span></div>Ayadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14097665996477262956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8290594101347273248.post-32992363696048485892008-06-11T23:14:00.000-07:002008-06-11T23:20:30.639-07:00lalalalla ~<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;font-family:arial;font-size:130%;" >AYAD =) </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);font-family:arial;" >it doesnt really look emo now, does it? heee =D have fun with life. but dont take it for granted - dont keep thinkin bout that mother fucking slut. just move on, dont make the same mistakes. okays! =) all the best. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:arial;" >lovelove ; </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:arial;" >adele. </span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></span>Ayadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14097665996477262956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8290594101347273248.post-83781870275381311402008-06-08T10:35:00.000-07:002008-06-11T07:56:14.777-07:00walk , bus, mall & taxi!! =pp<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 153, 102);font-family:arial;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);font-size:85%;" ><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">lol</span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);font-size:85%;" ><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"> that day was fun .....really fun</span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);font-size:85%;" ><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"> after school adele n amy bringing me</span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);font-size:85%;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"> to adele's house</span></span><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);font-size:85%;" ><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">its that far from school its just behind the school when we arrive 2 adele's hostel theres a big dog and it staring at me i was like</span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);font-size:85%;" ><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);"> wh</span>at the hell r u looking at</span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);font-size:85%;" ><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"> but i was afraid lols</span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);font-size:85%;" ><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"> so we went to her house</span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);font-size:85%;" ><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"> i was like</span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);font-size:85%;" ><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"> lol cuz her house was like peaceful</span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);font-size:85%;" ><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"> i thought she had a baby sister lols</span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);font-size:85%;" ><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"> adele ask her maid to cook some noodles for us</span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);font-size:85%;" ><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"> but at that time i didnt noe she was asking her maind 2 cook</span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);font-size:85%;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"> i sit at her bad and saw something on the wall n i think its blood or paint</span></span><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);font-size:85%;" ><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"><br />it was like emo lols</span></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);"> and adel</span>e is n</span>ot emo lols</span></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"> so we sit and drink</span></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"> and the juice was like sour ???</span></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"> it taste bad lol i cant get use 2 it sorry adele =)</span></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"> when the noddles arrive i look at it and i feel im alread full</span></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"> so i force myself to eat it</span></span><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">when we were eat amy and adele keep on giggling lols</span></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"> and after that amy cant eat proply amy eat like a baby she look so cute lols</span></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"> after we ate we change our clothes</span></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"> and adele's mom send us to yayasan</span></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"> adele and amy search green shirt for the wat day think i dont care lol</span></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"> it took half and hour</span></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"> and we saw this nerd guy keep on digging his nose we laugh out loud hahahahahahaha</span></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"> after we went to yayasan we went to the mall and i saw chun, paulson, garay(GAYray) and their friends</span></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">they keep on disturbing me amy and adele told me to run so we run but till they stop fallowing us</span></span><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">i felt thirsty so adele ,amy n me went to west street adele order for cause i dont want to waste her money</span></span><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">so adele order 1 garlic bread for me n 1 for them both i not that hungry im only thirsty i theres 8 piece of them in one plate</span></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">i ate four n the rest i gave to adele n amy</span></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">so i drank my water and after that i took adele and amy picture</span></span><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">one of the pitcure of adele look like an old women hahahahahahahhaha! =p </span></span><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">after we went west street we walk around the mall we were tired</span></span><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">and we call for a cab we waited like half an hour or 15 min?</span></span><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">when the cab arrive the driver was nice 2 us we suppose 2 pay $10 but he just ask us to pay him$7</span></span><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">so when we arrive at school we went back adele's home n</span></span><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">we were damn tired</span></span><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">so at 5.30 me n adele went home<br /><br /></span></span></span><div style="text-align: right; font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;">YourGuy,<br />Ayad.<br /></span></div></div><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"><br /></span></span></span></div>Ayadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14097665996477262956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8290594101347273248.post-1971073939215399852008-06-08T10:09:00.000-07:002008-06-11T08:09:48.676-07:00adele,amy and nica<div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">my friends</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">no</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">my best friend that i could never left them behind</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">i love them</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">i care about them</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">i take care of them</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">n i will always be with them</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">like they did it to me</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">when i dont see them just one day i feel like i havent seen them forever</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">they just like a family to me</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">i miss them</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">i love them</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">i feel lonely without them</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">i feel depress with out them</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">i feel bored without them</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">and</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">i miss them alot</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">they made laugh</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">they made me smile</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">they made me happy</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">and</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">they made me...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" >love them =)</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">as i write this some of u think im gay cause all my best friend are girls</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">well im not</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">so this is the end of the post</span><br /></span></span></span></span></span></div>Ayadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14097665996477262956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8290594101347273248.post-29842608886518677982008-06-01T12:47:00.000-07:002008-06-01T12:50:04.292-07:00i think iam goin to boston<object width="300" height="80"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/O419g25TTn"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://media.imeem.com/m/O419g25TTn" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="300" height="110" wmode="transparent"></embed><a href="http://www.imeem.com/angelinefemininity/music/iCvU5mb4/augustana_boston/">Boston - Augustana</a></object>Ayadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14097665996477262956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8290594101347273248.post-1335697170473260352008-06-01T12:34:00.000-07:002008-06-11T23:00:29.204-07:00i cant sleep<div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">its 3.33</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">i woke up and had a bad dream</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">let me share my dreams with u</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">i was at school</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">it was first thing in the morning</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">i walk 2 fi class</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">and saw her with another guy</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">i was pissed off</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">i walk upstairs to the top floor of my school</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">and i jump</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">when i landed</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">i woke up strait away</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">when i woke up i open the tv and my laptop</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">after that i was getting bored</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">i went outside n lay down</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">i think and think</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">what should i say 2 her</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">i noe she was gona dump me</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">but i have 2 say a good words 2 her</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">since i cant think that much</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">i brought my ipod</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">and listen</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">my tears fall</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">i feel emo but im not</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">people kept on playing with my feelings</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">first they want 2 be with me</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">then the next day they dump me</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">i just dont understand</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">i feel sick and worst</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">lots of my friends cheer me up but i cant</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">moved on? i tried but i cant</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">i smoke??</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">not my option i dont smoke</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">i drink??</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">i dont im muslim</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">what can i do to make myself happy again</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">what should i doo</span></span></span></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family: arial;font-family:arial;font-size:85%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">give me some advice <br /><br /></span></span></span></span></div></div>Ayadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14097665996477262956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8290594101347273248.post-91250062418449771402008-05-22T10:58:00.000-07:002008-06-11T23:02:13.884-07:00question.......<div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 153, 102);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">A stick cost 2dollar above...........</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">and it will make ur life shotter</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">okay think...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">the answer is below</span><br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">.got the answer already?okay now scrol down again</span><br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">the answer is a "smoke".......</span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /></span></span></span></span></span></div>Ayadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14097665996477262956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8290594101347273248.post-17869109291108474322008-05-21T03:35:00.000-07:002008-06-12T00:56:04.533-07:00I no superman.. the last concert<div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-family:georgia;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 102);font-size:100%;" ><span><span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102); font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" >well this is it this saturday</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102); font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" >"uhmm..."</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204); font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" >how can i go on with my crew</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204); font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" >the last concert and the last album and were done</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204); font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" >after that we'll split up</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204); font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" >faizul=goin to london for his studies</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204); font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" >bazil=????????</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204); font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" >fiz=goin back to australia</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204); font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" >sally=going back to kl</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204); font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" >well me?</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0); font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" >lets just say if the contract is still on</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0); font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" >the band name is still fightfly</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0); font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" >if its not</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0); font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" >well</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0); font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" >"the flashback"</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0); font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" >its hard to search people to know how to play instruments</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0); font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" >lets just say</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0); font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" >i need a guitarist</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0); font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" >bass guitarist</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0); font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" >singger</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0); font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" >and</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0); font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" >lead guitarist</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" >we'll just see</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" >what will happen on saturday</span><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><br /></span></span></span></span></div>Ayadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14097665996477262956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8290594101347273248.post-26215391784600091792008-05-19T21:39:00.000-07:002008-06-11T23:05:08.672-07:00family problems just keep coming.<div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span><span><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">"WOPE-P-DO"karma says<br />family problems just keep coming n coming<br />its not easy to live with ur family<br />1)big bro=his ok cool an a guitarist<br />2)big sis=slut...thinks shes always right and i hate my sis so much<br />3)small sis=a bitch same as my big sis<br />4)small bro=mama's boy what he wants he'il gets it when his in trouble my mom will blame me<br /><br />u see its hard to live like this<br />my mom n dad u ask?<br />well u'll guest it by ur self<br />i dont wana talk about it<br />about me?<br />.......<br />i wont say it<br />wat do i feel when i live with them?<br />blame<br />fights<br />argue<br />scream<br />hate<br />where do i hide<br />on top of my house<br />or went somewhere with my driver<br />n if i cant stay outside with my cats<br /><br />familys....uhmmph<br />u just dont undersrtand<br />who do i trust in my house<br />my dad<br />my mom<br />big bro<br />big sis(dream on)<br />small bro n sis(not gona happen)<br />i'll just say no one<br />not even me<br /><br />holidays is coming well they wont see me<br />i'll stay at my hostel<br />just alone<br />alone is better being with them<br />correct??<br /><br />....................................................................................................................................................<br />story of the day<br />midnight<br />2am<br />my bro knok<br />the door<br />i woke up<br />my bro ask<br />wheres the laptop?<br />i look outside it wasnt there<br />i was speechless<br />n think<br />i said to my bro<br />its at mom<br />my bro ask why isit at her?<br />i said she used it<br />my bro like owh..<br />so i went back to sleep<br />my bro went down to his room<br /><br />in the morning my mom bang my door<br />i woke up with my anger<br />and open the door<br />i went to sleep again for another 10mins<br />when i woke i again i took a shower<br />my bro was still asleep<br />im getting angrier<br />when i looked at him he woke up and took a shower right away<br /><br />i went down n i feel the cold<br />i search for my shirt n pants<br />when i found it my mom looked at me like she wana slap me<br />so i look at her with my anger<br />i waited for her moved<br />but she didnt<br /><br />so i went to school<br />school was ok<br /><br />after school<br />me Akid,jaryll,fakrul,paulson,paulsons friend,philip and j's cuzen<br />when went to the market<br />eat<br />we talk fool around till we went home<br /><br />so i walk to my car<br />my bro was there n my driver now waiting for my sis<br />we went inside the school<br />searching for cuz its raining<br />we saw her she went in<br />so we drove back home<br />in the middle of the street<br />my bro ask im hungry<br />"nasi katok ehh"<br />i said ok but i dont have money<br />ask my bro can u buy for me?<br />he said no<br />i was pissed of<br />so i gave him a bit of my speech<br />i said"karet baie.....how many times i buy u food with my money uhhh!?"<br />he was speechless<br />they went out when we reach at nasi katok<br />i didnt went out<br />so my driver bought one ask me dont u wana eat<br />i said no<br />so my driver didnt ate he just brought it home<br />we waited for them<br />i took a walk<br /><br />after that their done we went back home....<br />i search my laptop<br />i open my moms room n its locked<br />i was pissed off<br />i took a credit card that was used<br />i tried more then 3 times<br />n it open then my big sis ask me wat r u doin?<br />i said im taking may laptop got anyproblems?<br />she keep on judging me<br />she look like a whore<br /><br />i hate her<br />most of the time<br />i dont care anymore<br />so this is the end of the line<br /></span></span></span></span></div>Ayadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14097665996477262956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8290594101347273248.post-20215821173066681652008-05-13T08:23:00.000-07:002008-06-11T23:06:33.047-07:00fi i love u but u wouldnt understand......i feel my pain<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><span>i love her then anything or anyone i love her with my heart<br />but she wouldnt understand</span></span><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /></span></span></span></span></span><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><br />fm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> thanks for the teddy(: </i> </span></p><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_2"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">17:59:28</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> and oh, can you do me a favor? </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_3"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">17:59:36</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">ur welcome</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_5"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">17:59:37</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">sure</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_7"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:00:53</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> can we pretend not to be boyfriend and girlfriend? just for the mid-yeaar.. </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_8"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:01:24</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> cause i wanna' focus on my studys </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_9"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:01:39</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">sure i noe wat u mean</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_11"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:02:23</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> thank you yad(: </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_12"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:02:38</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">k</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_14"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:04:44</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> (: </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_15"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:07:38</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">=</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_17"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:07:43</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">=)*</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_19"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:07:56</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> haha </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_20"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:12:56</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">so wats up?</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_22"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:14:05</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> nothing much </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_23"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:14:13</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> saap? </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_24"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:14:24</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">same here</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_26"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:16:55</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> owh </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_27"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:17:07</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> why are you in danger </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_28"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:18:08</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> ? </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_29"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:18:19</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">its just a title song of mine</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_31"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:18:39</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> owh </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_32"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:19:18</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">do u really love me......?</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_34"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:19:30</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">i just need to noe dat</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_36"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:23:03</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> yes </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_37"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:23:11</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> why? </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_38"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:24:25</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">some one in f4 not waie told me that u like someone else</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_40"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:29:10</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">its hizri right'....</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_42"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:29:53</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> who told you? </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_43"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:30:14</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">i remeber that u wanted to choose me amin n hizri</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_45"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:30:22</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">lot ppl told me inf4</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_47"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:32:11</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> i just wanna know who? </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_48"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:32:43</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">i heard the news from them</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_50"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:33:24</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">and waie told me u broke up with him cuz u like other guy which means hizri</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_52"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:33:39</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">i just want to noe fi do u love me</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_54"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:34:27</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">i just dont want to end up like lastime</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_56"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:34:43</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">try killing myself</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_58"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:37:18</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> who told you? </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_59"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:37:18</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> i mean s4 guy? </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_60"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:37:18</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> nazmi? </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_61"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:37:28</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> rasyeed? </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_62"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:40:40</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> please tell me </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_63"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:42:07</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">waie did</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_65"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:42:58</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">he said u should make her happy n try 2 let her forget bout hizri or the relationship</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_67"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:43:07</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">will be over like him</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_69"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:43:14</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">him(waie)</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_71"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">18:45:50</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">i still love u</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_73"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">19:00:31</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">fi pleas tell me do u really love me?</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_75"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">19:02:31</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> yes </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_76"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">19:02:34</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> i do </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_77"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">19:02:36</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> okay? </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_78"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">19:06:01</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> well i dont know </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_79"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">19:06:32</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> just dont think about it </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_80"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">19:06:33</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> just focus on the midyear exam </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_81"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">19:06:35</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> pleaasee </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_82"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">19:09:49</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> aiyad. please answer me </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_83"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">19:11:05</span>I say: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style="font-family: Comic Sans MS; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 255);">i just dont want to end up just because of him.........and all stupid things i love u fi just understand that i love u with my heart</p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_85"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">19:12:38</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> okay </i> </span></p></div><div style="display: block;" id="chat_3_msg_86"><span class="chat_msginfo"><span class="chat_msginfo_speaker"><span class="chat_msginfo_time">19:12:54</span>sfm =] ; traalalalaa._feef syg kaka fee. says: </span></span><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" > <i> i'm try to forget about him<br /></i></span></p><p class="chat_message" style=""><br /></p><p class="chat_message" style=""><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);font-family:Arial;" ><i><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-style: italic;">i love u fifah....</span></span></span></span><br /></i> </span></p></div><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span></span></span></span></span></div></div>Ayadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14097665996477262956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8290594101347273248.post-84134807803293761922008-05-06T00:00:00.000-07:002008-06-11T23:13:47.173-07:00hopes will die dream will last<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg2RESry7JRcW4i5N5Fkj8AtOx5-Dr0qcGsFtGa6a-XTYjf2WHMtV-CE9nZyRp-vSfNqYeAe9_stffqsAU3AdfcWQqRQVNScmYI1VCnx5OVvLURioImYYwPbX0sotxOIBAXBF58wc2plihO/s1600-h/Picture+33.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg2RESry7JRcW4i5N5Fkj8AtOx5-Dr0qcGsFtGa6a-XTYjf2WHMtV-CE9nZyRp-vSfNqYeAe9_stffqsAU3AdfcWQqRQVNScmYI1VCnx5OVvLURioImYYwPbX0sotxOIBAXBF58wc2plihO/s400/Picture+33.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5197164242823800818" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="display: block; font-weight: bold;" id="formatbar_Buttons"><span class="on menu-top" style="display: block;" id="formatbar_FontSize" title="Font size" onmouseover="ButtonHoverOn(this);" onmouseout="ButtonHoverOff(this);" onmouseup="" onmousedown="CheckFormatting(event);toggleFontSizeMenu();ButtonMouseDown(this);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span><span>hope.. </span></span></span></span></span></span></span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="display: block;font-size:85%;" id="formatbar_Buttons" ><span class="on menu-top" style="display: block;" id="formatbar_FontSize" title="Font size" onmouseover="ButtonHoverOn(this);" onmouseout="ButtonHoverOff(this);" onmouseup="" onmousedown="CheckFormatting(event);toggleFontSizeMenu();ButtonMouseDown(this);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span><span>hope is nothing. its just a word.. what could it possibly make u happy if i said "hey hope you win the match" after that u loss hope never happen if that happens anyways maybe ur just lucky or something.. </span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span><span style="display: block;font-size:85%;" id="formatbar_Buttons" ><span class="on menu-top" style="display: block;" id="formatbar_FontSize" title="Font size" onmouseover="ButtonHoverOn(this);" onmouseout="ButtonHoverOff(this);" onmouseup="" onmousedown="CheckFormatting(event);toggleFontSizeMenu();ButtonMouseDown(this);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span><span>why i dont believe i've hope you ask yourself.. heres the answer</span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span><span style="display: block;font-size:85%;" id="formatbar_Buttons" ><span class="on menu-top" style="display: block;" id="formatbar_FontSize" title="Font size" onmouseover="ButtonHoverOn(this);" onmouseout="ButtonHoverOff(this);" onmouseup="" onmousedown="CheckFormatting(event);toggleFontSizeMenu();ButtonMouseDown(this);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span><span>what i want its not there what that holds in my heart will never come out. maybe im the one who didnt believe in hope cause it never happens. keep on believing in hope its not a problem maybe some of u guys may get it. </span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span></div><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="display: block;" id="formatbar_Buttons"><span class="on menu-top" style="display: block;" id="formatbar_FontSize" title="Font size" onmouseover="ButtonHoverOn(this);" onmouseout="ButtonHoverOff(this);" onmouseup="" onmousedown="CheckFormatting(event);toggleFontSizeMenu();ButtonMouseDown(this);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size:180%;">dreams...</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span><span style="display: block;font-size:85%;" id="formatbar_Buttons" ><span class="on menu-top" style="display: block;" id="formatbar_FontSize" title="Font size" onmouseover="ButtonHoverOn(this);" onmouseout="ButtonHoverOff(this);" onmouseup="" onmousedown="CheckFormatting(event);toggleFontSizeMenu();ButtonMouseDown(this);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span><span>its just a dream with ur imaginations and fantasy.. seems to me dreams can make u happy </span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span><span style="display: block;font-size:85%;" id="formatbar_Buttons" ><span class="on menu-top" style="display: block;" id="formatbar_FontSize" title="Font size" onmouseover="ButtonHoverOn(this);" onmouseout="ButtonHoverOff(this);" onmouseup="" onmousedown="CheckFormatting(event);toggleFontSizeMenu();ButtonMouseDown(this);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span><span>but soon it will last .all the nightmare you'v been through . its all gone u wake up in the morning and u feel anger cause something bad happened. </span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="display: block;font-size:85%;" id="formatbar_Buttons" ><span class="on menu-top" style="display: block;" id="formatbar_FontSize" title="Font size" onmouseover="ButtonHoverOn(this);" onmouseout="ButtonHoverOff(this);" onmouseup="" onmousedown="CheckFormatting(event);toggleFontSizeMenu();ButtonMouseDown(this);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span><span>dreams what yu could be in the future</span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="display: block;font-size:85%;" id="formatbar_Buttons" ><span class="on menu-top" style="display: block;" id="formatbar_FontSize" title="Font size" onmouseover="ButtonHoverOn(this);" onmouseout="ButtonHoverOff(this);" onmouseup="" onmousedown="CheckFormatting(event);toggleFontSizeMenu();ButtonMouseDown(this);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span><span>dreams...what i wanted to be when i grown up.to be the best drummer . looking for a perfect job for me</span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="display: block;font-size:85%;" id="formatbar_Buttons" ><span class="on menu-top" style="display: block;" id="formatbar_FontSize" title="Font size" onmouseover="ButtonHoverOn(this);" onmouseout="ButtonHoverOff(this);" onmouseup="" onmousedown="CheckFormatting(event);toggleFontSizeMenu();ButtonMouseDown(this);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span><span>im already 15 and my studies suck. what about my drums and me? its getting worst... just feel like</span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="display: block;font-size:85%;" id="formatbar_Buttons" ><span class="on menu-top" style="display: block;" id="formatbar_FontSize" title="Font size" onmouseover="ButtonHoverOn(this);" onmouseout="ButtonHoverOff(this);" onmouseup="" onmousedown="CheckFormatting(event);toggleFontSizeMenu();ButtonMouseDown(this);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span><span>its not going to happen.. but i gave up on it. im a quiter. </span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="display: block;" id="formatbar_Buttons"><span class="on menu-top" style="display: block;" id="formatbar_FontSize" title="Font size" onmouseover="ButtonHoverOn(this);" onmouseout="ButtonHoverOff(this);" onmouseup="" onmousedown="CheckFormatting(event);toggleFontSizeMenu();ButtonMouseDown(this);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span><span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size:85%;">what im trying to say is</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"><span style="font-size:100%;">.. <span style="font-size:130%;">hopes will die dreams will last. </span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><br /><br /></div></div><span style="display: block;" id="formatbar_Buttons"><span class="on menu-top" style="display: block;" id="formatbar_FontSize" title="Font size" onmouseover="ButtonHoverOn(this);" onmouseout="ButtonHoverOff(this);" onmouseup="" onmousedown="CheckFormatting(event);toggleFontSizeMenu();ButtonMouseDown(this);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span>Ayadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14097665996477262956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8290594101347273248.post-88932921822430300702008-05-03T05:39:00.000-07:002008-05-03T08:31:33.053-07:00you i still love<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: arial; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">always feel sad always feel numb i got no freedom i got no wings<br />i cant fly i cant swim<br />i got no fin to swim... i got nothing to breath too<br />always feel lonely always look normal<br />dont look emo cuz u wont get a chance 2 meet a beautiful person u ever met<br />i noe how u feel i noe wat u thinking<br />u think i love some else rather then u for now<br />i have no love.......meaning i have no heart<br />i only have a symbol of love<br />inside theres no blood or someone feelings<br />theres only a letter saying i love<br />if i have 2 lifes i would jump and die for you just to let u noe how i feel inside of me<br />i want to noe<br />i want to feel<br />i want to fly<br />i want to swim<br />i want to love<br /><br />i dont noe anything<br />i dont feel pain outside of me<br />i dont fly cuz i dont have a wing<br />i dont noe how to swim cause i dont feel liking it<br />i dont have love because i only want u<br /><br />feel depress feel Emo....<br />looking at the outside im happy looking at the inside im not<br />i dont want to be depress all the time i dont want to be EMo...and thats not going to happen<br /><br />"fly as i can just to touch my freindly star"<br /><br /><br /></span></div>Ayadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14097665996477262956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8290594101347273248.post-72687555516227220322008-05-01T06:41:00.001-07:002008-05-01T07:42:48.562-07:00thanx friends.......<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjSq4fMe9RuypdyJFn5UpPsk8MhmGmnaH0Ne8SitIft9ozkSXUbVZs-D0JJNABJd9iC2SqYcsN2ivQObdk_0dm8K8JRw10Y-C3DKOEZasIvbcbQhEAJz3O8qBb2tmWS3bO-qQRDsaZYrhs-/s1600-h/Picture+29.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjSq4fMe9RuypdyJFn5UpPsk8MhmGmnaH0Ne8SitIft9ozkSXUbVZs-D0JJNABJd9iC2SqYcsN2ivQObdk_0dm8K8JRw10Y-C3DKOEZasIvbcbQhEAJz3O8qBb2tmWS3bO-qQRDsaZYrhs-/s400/Picture+29.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5195418441697191842" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" 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{parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh7EkSvy2BRQbNBmj1ZbT7O82flLcIsF_rSOW8sRs6sOlKf8uKtITUfn5P75vPWEHIfDizFhZ4o29EU1Dyee5N4CX6mGKQZ-rEIJJZkmmtJHGzPxagZiioFXD3EbKzsr-QGQnjT1bl3ajpC/s1600-h/Picture+32.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh7EkSvy2BRQbNBmj1ZbT7O82flLcIsF_rSOW8sRs6sOlKf8uKtITUfn5P75vPWEHIfDizFhZ4o29EU1Dyee5N4CX6mGKQZ-rEIJJZkmmtJHGzPxagZiioFXD3EbKzsr-QGQnjT1bl3ajpC/s400/Picture+32.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5195418484646864866" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">thanx for giving me a present far and pat and all of my friends and thnax for giving me comment about my B'day at my fs......and far sorry i havent ate ur chocolate and u 2 pat very sorry<br />thanx u alll<br /><br />btw do i look emo???????<br />PS:pat thanx for da b'day card i will keep it with my life =)<br /></span></span></span></span></span></span>Ayadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14097665996477262956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8290594101347273248.post-27897462406413003562008-04-29T06:47:00.000-07:002008-04-29T07:25:32.366-07:00karma? gone???<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhuIUldCga-rVcq0bIzHASN02BNKhivFio718KhQEjJdzp4ItvUGJ0LGMBhpc2s6psntgxnBTQH-PCVxfXuY1zqjtdzez39B5bN-P8r7vdmbb4LhcKKwbYSTDLsKG7o3n1OTnu-o9DKfFa0/s1600-h/Picture+19.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhuIUldCga-rVcq0bIzHASN02BNKhivFio718KhQEjJdzp4ItvUGJ0LGMBhpc2s6psntgxnBTQH-PCVxfXuY1zqjtdzez39B5bN-P8r7vdmbb4LhcKKwbYSTDLsKG7o3n1OTnu-o9DKfFa0/s400/Picture+19.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5194673286346172242" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;font-size:78%;" ><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">say good bye karma.......</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">it ends at 8.00</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">my mum n dad just remember my birthday is today so......my mum say's happy birthday...she told me she forget about it and i was just...."OWH''........my dad was just quite and just say"ur bithdayis today?" i just move my head......i didnt felt happy bout dad.....so then i remember that my friends wana bring me to go mall to watch movie.....so i ask my dad for a money......i told him "dad can u gave me some money for my birthday?" he was speechless he always do that so i was upset again and turn around.......then my dad answer i give u when i got lot of money.....i was just like..i didnt answer back....so my bigsis bringing me to eat somewhere and i ask again from my day so he gave 20 for my sis and i ask my self he said he didnt have money......after i took the money i was more upset...so we ate some where with my sis....nothing happen there....so after we ate we went home i look at my fs adn i got alot of comment n wtf its all bout my B'day...i was happy.....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">so thats the end of my karma........8.00pm.......im glad<br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">well all i have 2 do now is sit and watch the stars</span><br /></span></span></div>Ayadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14097665996477262956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8290594101347273248.post-18471436850616740912008-04-29T03:44:00.000-07:002008-04-29T04:05:30.428-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhqZk74wafcXUBRRBlxpkW8dl_BbZc_qFWpytHYNqiYo6OiWpHUJVnEFtra5NMe4Pq1o_rZxgCrGJRPIUYwuZGoc1ynQW68wAxgvWXOLJ38475HhI_ehodcIgvfzbQ589uIOwHukTPk_Ju8/s1600-h/Picture+26.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhqZk74wafcXUBRRBlxpkW8dl_BbZc_qFWpytHYNqiYo6OiWpHUJVnEFtra5NMe4Pq1o_rZxgCrGJRPIUYwuZGoc1ynQW68wAxgvWXOLJ38475HhI_ehodcIgvfzbQ589uIOwHukTPk_Ju8/s400/Picture+26.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5194621609299666722" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiwzrvsW46B68Ardugypc7RnGOmEZ9ri78_c-5twE8Hdps-F8Cv9qGDtgJYRK2C38CnjKDPf4Qh30E5ExOClGediThA2r-rkQK-Qw_jC5dF6td-V2z59kE-i9AuXUsI5NRBge-rO8XeQqUU/s1600-h/Picture+10.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiwzrvsW46B68Ardugypc7RnGOmEZ9ri78_c-5twE8Hdps-F8Cv9qGDtgJYRK2C38CnjKDPf4Qh30E5ExOClGediThA2r-rkQK-Qw_jC5dF6td-V2z59kE-i9AuXUsI5NRBge-rO8XeQqUU/s400/Picture+10.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5194621613594634034" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgtEI24ox9YVel_C57ALbcxIedMNoZxKmxS7mrePDvp2NoR5ZKWpxlVYB-jn39IpeUsCPTD09eUSdJrd9Cai1TO01UtuP9T30zwgY6LDt7rFfDKVdPi1W8WP4f-R8M3Ge5gtOLrz3qyuGY5/s1600-h/Picture+23.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgtEI24ox9YVel_C57ALbcxIedMNoZxKmxS7mrePDvp2NoR5ZKWpxlVYB-jn39IpeUsCPTD09eUSdJrd9Cai1TO01UtuP9T30zwgY6LDt7rFfDKVdPi1W8WP4f-R8M3Ge5gtOLrz3qyuGY5/s400/Picture+23.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5194621617889601346" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" >fall as i go....moving and moving my life without u i feel the pain about it</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" >stab my heart as u go.....bleed will not be there a note will be and said i love u to u</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" >sorry u cant cheer me up because my sad its not all about u its about my family too..</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" >hate me as they go...i dont mind getting hurt from the outside its from the inside i care..</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" >stab me if u can kick me as hard as u can because i dont mind..we can cure that...but inside u cant..</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" >a cake was not there for a birthday boy...a present was not there,...........for a birthday boy</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" >family means care family's means love family means doing it together and family is about caring each other...</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" >so my birthday means nothing to u...and to my family...its just a peace of trash...........</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" >so wat u can do?</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" >all i can do..is now is to kill my self...or i wont be happy no more.....</span></span><br /></div>Ayadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14097665996477262956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8290594101347273248.post-38044560160660512772008-04-28T05:53:00.000-07:002008-04-28T06:01:45.620-07:00hopeless because of u<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:78%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">i cry n i cry feel the burn feel the flash cuz i wont stop thinking of u how do i grt u out of my head???<br /><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"><span style="font-size:180%;">kill myself?<br /> if thats not the answer then what??<br />im already in pain.....<br />u cant fix it<br />u took my heart<br /></span></span></span></span></span></div>Ayadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14097665996477262956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8290594101347273248.post-81516306981023531552008-04-28T05:07:00.001-07:002008-04-28T05:08:24.399-07:00i do want freedom happybirth day to me.....='l<object width="300" height="80"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/5yqE4VuVCj"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://media.imeem.com/m/5yqE4VuVCj" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="300" height="110" wmode="transparent"></embed></object><br /><br />i want freedom......Ayadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14097665996477262956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8290594101347273248.post-19311785848531822022008-04-28T02:42:00.000-07:002008-04-28T04:29:53.408-07:00Call it karma(28/4/08)<div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);font-size:180%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">u call it faith,,i call it karma</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" ><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-weight: bold;">seems like my family didnt care about my birthday.....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-weight: bold;">its in 29/4 even tho some of my friends remember my birthday is coming.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-weight: bold;">when the day before my birthday i dont feel like going to school but my parents force me to</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-weight: bold;">wat can i do???</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-weight: bold;">when i was in my dad's car my dad was driving...he look upset..i knew something bad is gona happen when he was driving he told me everthing about myself how stupid am i and he told me i have to improve to my studies....thats all he talk about my studies what about my life, my pain i felt depress and sadness...i didnt want to hear my dad's advice....so i was thinking and dreaming about something else i think about the girl that i miss,my life,my pain and my birthday</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-weight: bold;">hows is it gona be?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-weight: bold;">when we arive at school i fell sadness and pain i was walking to my class and saw adele i said "hey"and wave and she did the same thing to me i couldnt stop looking at her because i keep asking myself how lucky am i having a best friend like that she help me alot with my problem</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-weight: bold;">my life and so on......we got alot in comment</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-weight: bold;">when i was in my class room i keep feeling lonely and pain. i think and think alot till i didnt listen wats teacher teach about filling up my sadness when i saw the girlt that i like,miss her again so much............we went to the bio lab to do some materiali felt bored,tired,upset and pain because of her when the lesson started i feel more and more bored n upset i was the group leader in the lab when the teacher called me to pick up some materials my body feels like a rock i feel weak...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-weight: bold;">after school i went to see someone in the other class and some one told me that they talk shit bout me im getting pissed off......so nobody really cares bout my life maybe i should die</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-weight: bold;">thats more easy......</span></span><br /></div>Ayadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14097665996477262956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8290594101347273248.post-66643926553577686512008-04-27T11:20:00.000-07:002008-04-27T11:21:35.076-07:00allah...damnit lol<object width="425" height="355"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/1uwOL4rB-go&hl=en"></param><param name="wmode" 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